
Ahh... it feels good to be posting again. How long has it been? 3 months? Bah! That is crap. I wonder if anyone still looks at this thing. Anyway, I plan to clean it up a bit... get rid of the gambling and penis enlargment ads. I don't think I'll be needing either one since I am, in fact, a Mormon girl.
Hmm what has happened since I was last here. I know! I'll create a list of most of the stuff I would usually post! My Sophmore year so far is as follows (in no particular order):
Then there was yesterday. I had to put my cat, Tasha, down. I'm not sure why, but for some reason I broke down and couldn't deal with it. I'm not like that with people, though. Maybe it has to do with the unconditional love a pet gives. I think it had something to do with the fact that Tasha definatly was different from any other animal we've ever owned. She thought she was a person and my mom always said that she thought of me as her big sister. Anyway, it was yesterday that I determined that I'm definatly an emotional eater and that it's a good thing I'm not sad too often because when I am, I'm useless. Yesterday was also the first time I had cried in public since I was a little kid. I think I worried everyone in the vet's office since I was crying before anyone told me what was wrong with her. I knew she was pretty far gone, though. She couldn't walk and didn't respond to anyone's voice aside from mine. I decided that I would end up regretting not getting a picture of all three of our cats so I propped Tasha in a box, got Zoe and Nephi and took the picture. You can barely see Tasha but it's enough knowing that she's there. I started crying again. I don't know why but for some reason I don't want to let go of this cat. I guess I'll just have to deal with it some other way.
omg elizabeth im going to start crying too...i love your cats.
im sorry about ur kitty i love cats and im sure shes looking at u from kitty heaven